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November 2006 |
Monday, February 28, 2011, 22:20
I stop blogging. Cheers!Tuesday, February 22, 2011, 23:04
Tuesday 22/02/2011.I'm back blogging. People stop reading so I'm pretty safe to write here then. I wish things were different today, but it never happen. All i need was somebody to talk to, to share the pain and laugh it all out. I tried to call her after that but she just cut my calls. Haih. i guess i'm not that friendly after all. I feel like turning back sometimes so i can fix things that i've broke and make up to those i've missed. Hey, guees what? I've learn something new today. Guys are jerk. They will never know how is like to love and appreciate their girlfriends till the moment he losses her. Great! I really dunno how to begin this but i guess it started off on Valentine. I didn do it on purpose, i just dont have to time and energy to shop for chocolates and teddybears cause i'm a hardcore labour. I works 6days a week, 8.30 t0 6pm daily and this is tiring. Maybe i've thought of buying flovers and get a ring for her to replace the ring she lost. But it never happen. Excuses as usual. What else can a guy do when he's empty handed on Valentine? Create a bigger lie to cover another lie. Simple yet perfect and it always works! We didn really get to celebrate Valentine as she wanted. I'm sorry. I've promised to plan for a dinner but i didnt. so yeah I'm bad at planning and i'm pretty sure you know me more than anyone else. 20months and going on 21.... You just had to accuse me for asking to break up and agreed with it tho i was saying it in a joking way? Why cant i ask for it jokingly when you dumped me so many times and yet i still come back for you? It's really unfair for us cause we're always on the loser side whenever there's an arguement. Yes, i know. Tolerate abit will die it is now? That's what u said to me... Whatever la! Mind fucked. to be continue! Night. |