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Saturday, February 28, 2009, 20:03
Day at Pulau KetamI had fun but got SUNBURNED. Till now, More pictures to be posted soon.... Pictures that I've promised. No doubt. I was totally exhausted that day.... Not really satisfied with my pictures but Sigma 10-20mm was AWESOME!!! OMFG!! Friday, February 27, 2009, 08:18
Unisa startedand I'm back in Business... I couldn explain how NOT BORING was the orientation session for the last 2days. and today is the last day, i hope it ends faster... Lectures & tutorials are starting soon next monday. Hoping to meet some new friends here. And the people I've been shaking their hands, I totally forgot every single names. Haha! FYI, I'm very poor in remembering names... Tata! Going 2 lecture hall for 3hours of Bretag talk. Sunday, February 22, 2009, 09:29
Random Pictureswe actually shot this yesterday! Haha! Boogie Man A Sperm my Finger music Note godknowswhatisthis? but when u turn 90' it looks like a Gorilla trying 2 copy Mac, but failed Our very last piece Credit to shaun and myself! So what do u think abt it? =P Saturday, February 21, 2009, 20:23
Lunch at LousianaJtsen, there you go. Here are the pictures.... sry for the no caption post. I'm tired from gim. Gonna sleep now! Nitz Thursday, February 19, 2009, 20:36
He never regrets..."love is never black and white... its colourful, In its twisted ways, they blend, they compromise, they clash, they contradict, and sometimes they are an eyesore Some people are monotones, some people like to mix and match and some people just like to live without colours but i pity the most that do not know their colours, or rather, not aware. Quoted from a friend Few nights ago, I had a really nice chat with one of my ex lover. She was fine, lovely & sweet as usual but she's no longer staying anywhere close to me anymore. I really miss her! =( i want some hugs too!! And i mean it! =P *wink! That night, the conversation we had really brought back memories and cute moments. I still remember when i was in high school, I held her hands below a text book in the class once and that's the only cute thing we had ever done for the few months. And there's when i got a complainted that we didn't hug each other. Haha! Weird couples.. Fine! Basically, I was shy. No doubt! caused that was my first relationship and we're young. Puppy love seems to occurred so easily during the time. And i felt for it. I remember i used to cycle to her house whenever I'm free with a light bulb along. *hint! Bro, if you're reading this, please please SHUT UP! =P The cycling was fun caused it is actually not that far but still we need to cross big roads. And most important! my mom must not know where i am going or who i am meeting. So whenever she's at home, i need to crack some excuses just to leave the house. Or i'll just drag my good friend along for a ride. She has a dog and I'm really bad at godknowwhatthebreed, so lets just screw it! We used to send letters to each others, and as usual neednotfuther explanation right? The love me love you. And i have to admit, i love writing letters in pencils. Godknowswhy? but i love my handwriting ONLY in pencils. So yeah! My words are "special" in certain ways. People says i write like a girl and some would say, i write like a doctor. So what? I wouldn care much but you know what will my mom says? "Yw, fix ur handwriting, its very MESSY....!" WTH? I mean why change it when i got such idunnowhattosay handwritings. Its lovely, i know. *laughs... bangga diri!!! =) But the truth is, my so called "nice" handwritings belongs to somebody. When i was in primary 6, i used to be one lazy ass who stuck in the first class in Lick Hung. So i used to copy tons of homeworks/notes/schoolworks etc from a girl who sits infront of me and her name was Angel. Haha! No joke! and there's how i got the handwritings. Godknowswhy but my handwriting changed after that. I wish i had pictures to show you the before and after effects. Ish! freaking different! maybe i still have my primary 6 exercise books, i'll make it an efford to search for it later... Okay, i got distracted by the handwritings. Back to us, we had a really smooth relationship i supposed? And did we ever fight? or argue? shit! i've forgotten, but i think we did, caused most couples will surely have their up and downs no matter how lovely they are. See i got my point right this time. So its a yes i guess. It went well for the first few months and i seriously miss the time when we spend in the class. But the funny thing abt love, they never last long. We ended up breaking up. I lost the appetite and changed taste. That's what she said. To make things simple i guess i'll just have to agree with her. and after that i got together with another girl and screwed up again. This time kena dumped.. End of story! lazy 2 continue... =) Tuesday, February 17, 2009, 19:17
Love is not always Black & Whitein fact it is more colorful than it seems to be… Everyone will surely bump into their happy & sad moments of their life. It’s tough but it all lies on how well we handle the problem to be easy, right? Unlike me, I have very little experience in handling this type of sickness. In fact I’m not even close to what people called as good at solving love problems. Whenever emotional thoughts strikes, I’ll just fall down silently. It has been always the same factor which brought down my mood & self-consciousness and it never failed to make me unhappy. So what would I usually do? Basically it is random. All I need is to distract my mind with some addiction like eat/sleep/online games/football/photography/alcohol etc. Well I tell you, they never once failed to take me away from emotional breakdowns and lead me to short-term happiness. I asked myself over and over again… “Does it worth for your time if I keep repeating it…?” No idea but I told myself, I can’t help much. That’s all I got to do to get rid of these feelings temporary so we can have a little bit of joy to comfort our self. I know by doing that is like lying to our self and we’re not going any closer to solving the problem. In fact we’re dragging our self deeper into it and at the end of the day, we will be dead with a broken heart & a broken soul. So what’s the meaning of life then, if almost everyday we face emotional breakdowns? Aiks! A friend of mine once told me this… “Why being so loyal to someone who doesn’t care much? Or why do you still put such high hopes on something that would never be true? And at the end of the day, we’re the one who suffer the most! We cried, we suffered but no one would know? So the moral of the story, don’t be so loyal. Let’s be a playboy instead…! *laughs*” Well I would definitely disagree with that but who knows? I would become a person that I would not imagine caused when we’re having emotional breakdown, anything could happen. And the next big event you know, I might end up as a serial rapist killer from nowhere who appears on the newspaper’s headline? Right!... This is sounds so wrong. And even if I’m the killer, I would do my best not to be caught so soon la! So oblivious right? Only a dumb asshole would get caught on his/her first day of crime! Back to my point, love is something very weird! And… Alright I ran out of words. Haha! I cant write when I'm not emo, so Will continue when I’m emo again…. Monday, February 16, 2009, 08:05
Another freaking weekand i shall sit & rot at home like the usual me Last night was fun! But i need 2 seriously work out on my curfew time, if not i'm gonna get screwed badly. Reached home abt 1.30am this morning and i woke up at 6.30am to fetch mommy 2 school. Another close friend is leaving soon, its gonna be all emotional for others again. And sooner they will be more leaving Malaysia. Yor! Freaking Sad la !! And I'm still stuck here... Well what a day? I think I'll head back 2 bed for the rest of my day. Sweet dreams! Nitez! Hola!! I'm back. Didn't managed 2 sleep that well after driving while half awake. So i went and took my shower then only fetch my little brother to school. Monday and Thursday, I have 2 wake up extra early 2 prepare myself caused he got extra curriculum activities on the morning. I really hate driving in the morning. And that was not the bad part of the start of the week... I gave my sis my phone caused my parents said so. She went on a 4days training & competition for net ball. So basically I'm without my phone right now and I'm sorry if i didn't pick up or reply your messages. Okay? Jtsen, i kinda agree with you now, We do feel naked without our phone. as to solve this matter, i think I'll get a new number for myself. I gonna dump my old Digi and get a new Hotlink sim pack. If I'm actually hardworking enough to change and drag myself to the nearest shop to get one. Futsal today was plain. Lost goalest in every match. I felt my chemistry towards others drop rapidly nowadays. I wonder why? and and i found out something, My freaking TaylorsID can no longer excess to anything already. Damit! What happened? Sunday, February 15, 2009, 14:53
Tian Hou Gong Temple, KLTzap Goh Mei, 十五暝 Headed down to KL most happening temple for lion dance shooting. Shaun's pictures turn out pretty good specially on the lion dances while mine suck. My shot is either out-of-focus or lighting-not-enough. Freaking disappointed la, but least we managed to shot a few pictures around the temple to get the atmosphere of the last day of Chinese new year before the shows start. Unlucky for us, heavy rain forced us to rush home for dinner. Dragon symbolises Power. Main Entrance Our main hall Filled with hundreds of red lanterns Side view of the building Red Chinese Lanterns Offerings to God Candid Pictures Shot with Ks 70-200L, freaking nice to use! Saturday, February 14, 2009, 07:43
I doubt that! Love is as complicated as a lie....
p/s: Never once afraid to tell her about what we felt for her. It doesn't matter whether will it work out a not, at least we told her and were not hiding from the truth. Am going off for fustal at 9am, * to cure heartaches! Bye! Will blog about more emo stuff later...
and for the emo part, didn't really have much time & energy to even think about it... I wanna sleep again. Tata! Good Night! Thursday, February 12, 2009, 20:00
I'm in the Graduate Listfuiseh! But my results sucks like hell... Ish! Why in the world i didn't study harder?? Monday, February 09, 2009, 20:11
China 2008beijing/tianjin/chengde I FREAKING MISS VACATION!!! #Note! Pictures are not edited. The reason it looks nice is because it is small in size. And if it doesn't look nice, blame the photographer! Haha! I'm quite a NOOB. Well do give me some good feed backs.... p/s: Mia, thx 4 introducing photoscape! I love it! |