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ChaiYewWei
Born on 2nd May 1990.
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Tuesday, February 17, 2009, 19:17
Love is not always Black & Whitein fact it is more colorful than it seems to be…
Everyone will surely bump into their happy & sad moments of their life. It’s tough but it all lies on how well we handle the problem to be easy, right? Unlike me, I have very little experience in handling this type of sickness. In fact I’m not even close to what people called as good at solving love problems. Whenever emotional thoughts strikes, I’ll just fall down silently. It has been always the same factor which brought down my mood & self-consciousness and it never failed to make me unhappy.
So what would I usually do?
Basically it is random. All I need is to distract my mind with some addiction like eat/sleep/online games/football/photography/alcohol etc. Well I tell you, they never once failed to take me away from emotional breakdowns and lead me to short-term happiness.
I asked myself over and over again…
“Does it worth for your time if I keep repeating it…?”
No idea but I told myself, I can’t help much. That’s all I got to do to get rid of these feelings temporary so we can have a little bit of joy to comfort our self. I know by doing that is like lying to our self and we’re not going any closer to solving the problem. In fact we’re dragging our self deeper into it and at the end of the day, we will be dead with a broken heart & a broken soul.
So what’s the meaning of life then, if almost everyday we face emotional breakdowns?
Aiks!
A friend of mine once told me this…
“Why being so loyal to someone who doesn’t care much? Or why do you still put such high hopes on something that would never be true? And at the end of the day, we’re the one who suffer the most! We cried, we suffered but no one would know? So the moral of the story, don’t be so loyal. Let’s be a playboy instead…! *laughs*”
Well I would definitely disagree with that but who knows? I would become a person that I would not imagine caused when we’re having emotional breakdown, anything could happen. And the next big event you know, I might end up as a serial rapist killer from nowhere who appears on the newspaper’s headline? Right!...
This is sounds so wrong. And even if I’m the killer, I would do my best not to be caught so soon la! So oblivious right? Only a dumb asshole would get caught on his/her first day of crime!
Back to my point, love is something very weird! And…
Alright I ran out of words. Haha!
I cant write when I'm not emo, so
Will continue when I’m emo again….