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November 2006 |
Thursday, February 19, 2009, 20:36
He never regrets..."love is never black and white... its colourful, In its twisted ways, they blend, they compromise, they clash, they contradict, and sometimes they are an eyesore Some people are monotones, some people like to mix and match and some people just like to live without colours but i pity the most that do not know their colours, or rather, not aware. Quoted from a friend Few nights ago, I had a really nice chat with one of my ex lover. She was fine, lovely & sweet as usual but she's no longer staying anywhere close to me anymore. I really miss her! =( i want some hugs too!! And i mean it! =P *wink! That night, the conversation we had really brought back memories and cute moments. I still remember when i was in high school, I held her hands below a text book in the class once and that's the only cute thing we had ever done for the few months. And there's when i got a complainted that we didn't hug each other. Haha! Weird couples.. Fine! Basically, I was shy. No doubt! caused that was my first relationship and we're young. Puppy love seems to occurred so easily during the time. And i felt for it. I remember i used to cycle to her house whenever I'm free with a light bulb along. *hint! Bro, if you're reading this, please please SHUT UP! =P The cycling was fun caused it is actually not that far but still we need to cross big roads. And most important! my mom must not know where i am going or who i am meeting. So whenever she's at home, i need to crack some excuses just to leave the house. Or i'll just drag my good friend along for a ride. She has a dog and I'm really bad at godknowwhatthebreed, so lets just screw it! We used to send letters to each others, and as usual neednotfuther explanation right? The love me love you. And i have to admit, i love writing letters in pencils. Godknowswhy? but i love my handwriting ONLY in pencils. So yeah! My words are "special" in certain ways. People says i write like a girl and some would say, i write like a doctor. So what? I wouldn care much but you know what will my mom says? "Yw, fix ur handwriting, its very MESSY....!" WTH? I mean why change it when i got such idunnowhattosay handwritings. Its lovely, i know. *laughs... bangga diri!!! =) But the truth is, my so called "nice" handwritings belongs to somebody. When i was in primary 6, i used to be one lazy ass who stuck in the first class in Lick Hung. So i used to copy tons of homeworks/notes/schoolworks etc from a girl who sits infront of me and her name was Angel. Haha! No joke! and there's how i got the handwritings. Godknowswhy but my handwriting changed after that. I wish i had pictures to show you the before and after effects. Ish! freaking different! maybe i still have my primary 6 exercise books, i'll make it an efford to search for it later... Okay, i got distracted by the handwritings. Back to us, we had a really smooth relationship i supposed? And did we ever fight? or argue? shit! i've forgotten, but i think we did, caused most couples will surely have their up and downs no matter how lovely they are. See i got my point right this time. So its a yes i guess. It went well for the first few months and i seriously miss the time when we spend in the class. But the funny thing abt love, they never last long. We ended up breaking up. I lost the appetite and changed taste. That's what she said. To make things simple i guess i'll just have to agree with her. and after that i got together with another girl and screwed up again. This time kena dumped.. End of story! lazy 2 continue... =) |