Weakness and Strength
of myself….

There’s always a “Ying” and “Yang” in ourself. Nobody is born perfectly. Not even god itself. The weakest point of my life struck me again today(yesterday) and I’m like lifeless as a dead crop. For the first time since 3 weeks past, I finally took a afternoon nap to cure the frustration and pressures. A very long nap. I’ve been very busy for the past few day and even last week itself doing real Last Minute Assignment and not to forget the Presentations. College life isn’t as fun as I thought during high school. It’s filled with lots of individual works and studies in order to get the HD (high distinction) in every subject. That’s what I’ve been hoping for since the first day of my school itself.

Screwed….

Dudes, QiHong is finally back. He was gone for 2weeks enjoying his holiday in the place where most “kia su” people life. Well it’s not really that bad staying there but cost of living is doubled in Singapore. His a rich kid so make not much differences. Hor? His leaving soon to Malacca for his carrier. Same goes to EeJun. A future pilot-wanna-be?? I hope they really can make it and live with their dreams so when they are navigating in future, I can free tickets to where ever I want with my precious ones. Don’t lose it cause not many of us like u guys can actually go for ur own dream and live with it. Unlike me, I have to take business foundation caused I think it’s the best path for me due to my hatters towards sciences. I’ve always wondered how freaks do their Biology classes? Weird!! lol… At least his returned brought life again in the field. Unfortunately EeJun and Mouse didn make it for his home-coming practice today. His stamina dropped vigorously. Hmm… I wonder what is he been doing in Singapore lately???

Sex? maybe….

Some news about my classmates lately. Our addiction toward pool has finally over. Its outdated some said. I remembered the whole gang of us used to go in big groups to Ac or Club7 to trash and beat up the weak ones which is me. Got bully by Nicholas 6-0 in pool and that was my worse record. At least I beat the shit out of Haris 3-0 once. J-Tsen stopped pool not because of expensive. The real reason is he got trashed. NONO! i mean defeated by a girl, Karyn. lol this wont sound so mean to him. His trashed me and i trashed him so that means we’re equal =P who cares? Pool time is over. The era of winning eleven13 has brought real talent like Haris, JTsen and Hewzhen dominating. I suck in it so let’s not go so in detail about it.

Our current addiction = wining eleven13

Back to my grandma’s story. Surprisingly what the doctor said was untrue. The part where my grandma only got 48hours left and stuff really brought the whole family of mine in the dead mood. The tears of my aunt and the fear of losing someone beloved is so tense. Everyone is like so stressed up and busy preparing all those future funeral stuff. Now only i know there's lot of thing to be done when some pass away. Before I continue, I would like to screw the doctor myself if I got a chance to meet up with him in person. His an Indian doctor which I forgotten his name, maybe its Mr Raju. Not to state that I’m being racist for this mater but the fact that I’m really a racist in real life. Thanks to Junster who brought and implant racism in me. And the fact that I’m racist now, I shall be a racist for the rest of my life. Living in Malaysia is a nessecity to have some racism in each and everyone of us. My grandma is not doing very well currently but she's still struggling to live and that's for sure. She's currently lying in her house now, waiting for the perfect time to leave. Haih...

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