Disappointed!!!
after wat i've done today, it come to nothing either.


i went shops by shops in KL with Shaun today.. asking for the best price for it. It was only 2k. The best bargained price for one of those modals. Worth buying it? Hell ya for me.. caused i needed one of those. Desperately i supposed.

but wat do i get?


NONE!!


At the end of the day, parents would just say..

"its not the right time to own one. Right now, study first!"
(repeated over and over again...)

I'm tired of looking and trying hard to find something that not even exist in their eyes. I give up just like how i give up on u. Im sick and tired of this hobby of mine. I guess they will never like each and every one of those hobbies i have.

I went to Ex-school early this morning. Saw preety much old faces today. I wouldn say its not fun to meet up the friends that i used to have back in those days and the new ones in form one.

Chris, with his 400D, batt kit, 22mm lens; Shaun Koo, the guy which always changing new gf; The pretty and tall lady, Gracy; Christa, the Ex-crush of qihong; The group of cipethais. The sweet looking girl, Brenda. The girl with her shades on, JanisseW. The wushu team, Amelia n gangs. and many more of them.. i just don quite remember their names. Sorry! my bad!

Going back there makes me feel like im a shortie...

Well i saw her again. Still the same old hair stlye, same old look, same old perfume.. managed to say hi to her, that's the least i can do for now. Adeline, Thx alot for ur help that aren helping me. Ur just making me worse!! lol don get mad. Is time to listen to wat she said =)

"i shall stop messaging her.."

Thank you Adeline K.

Lastly for today before i lock myself in the room.

to study of course...

Special dedication to the whites...