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November 2006 |
Wednesday, June 13, 2007, 15:14
Tears
Past few weeks, you been working so hard to maintain our relation but i just screw up everything in my life. I've destroy single hope that remains for us. All the promises i made, din seem to be real. Its not that i wanna end this relation, but I'm forced to. Seriously, i hate what is happening to us now. Like u said, my mom is gonna find ur mom if she found out u still msg me right? i don't wanna cause u any trouble again. Last time was terrible. It caused u so much fear n pain. i don't wan any single of this happen to u again. i don wanna make the same mistake again. Once is enough. Not twice. Yea, its all bt my mom being too controlling and "over protecting". She my mom, i cant afford to go against her or what i get is lecturing, scolding n grounded for my life. I'm sry for what I've done coz all this time I've been the one hurting u the most, sending messages that make u burst out in tears. Its all my fault. its always my fault when we argued or fight. i'm always the one who started it first. I'm sorry Sherlyn. What I've done till today is all my fault and my mistake. I've treated u badly. If there's a chance for us to back together, i don't think i deserve it right now coz I'm a big jerk. i shouldn't had treated u this way. By saying sry is just ain't enough for me to fix my mistake. Please don't hate yourself for leaving me, ur just doing what should be done to save yourself. if i were u i would have did it too. Everybody make a wrong move in their life, but what makes a person more successful den the other is, they are willing to learn from mistake and never repeat it. I think i have no right to says or comments bt others coz I've make such a big mistake in my life n refuses to even work to fix it. This is the real world, anything could happen to us. I've regret for what i've done. I wish i can do something to save weilyn. i can never give up on loving u i love u -weilyn- |